great surprise....

today is a happy day....
in the morning, i was tired n a bit sad....
because i not yet receive ur message...
after came back from tuition...
rest for awhile....
yeah, finally ming n chen come to my house....
thanks to them for their helping....
after that we went out to met other friends to celebrate my birthday....

thanks to all my lovely friends n those who had wish me....
i dint expect any present from u guys....
i must say u all very clever "cheat" me n my tear....
my tear is very valuable...jk
never think that i will cry in front of u all...
shy oh...
yes, as u said...
this is my most memorable birthday party....
i felt touch
chen, thanks for ur jelly n ur "heart"
ming,chen,mooi,xuan,ban,hooi,panda,hong n por....
really thank you...
although our trial is coming soon....
but u still spent ur time to enjoy with me n make surprise for me...

J,i must thanks to u...
i know i had said so much thanks to u...
but i have to do so....
i was a bit disappointed that u cant attend my birthday party...
but u "appear" for awhile....
n i felt happy n touch for ur surprise...
never think that u will do so....
not just thanks for ur surprise....
i also want thanks that u still remember my birthday...
compare to the clothes that u gave me before....
this surprise given by u is the more valuable n memorable..jkjk^^
don't be worry....
i wont think so much n will always be happy....
after today i will concentrate study n get good result
i wont make u all disappointed....
good luck for ur exam...
n PLS take care ur health...
just nw when make a wish....
i dint make wish for myself....
i made a wish for u.....
don't think i m stupid...
because i knew as long as u happy then i will happy....
yes, my dream is very important...
but ur happiness is more important....
my dream wont be true also never mind as long as u feel happy....
don't misunderstand that i think too much....
i dint...

lastly thanks so much to my lovely friends....
don't compare the present...
all the presents are very valuable n memorable for me....
i will appreciate it so much....
i don't want any bald old guy...
i just want my friends...
friend forever...
i love u all....^^
happy birthday to myself.....

Truth...

this few days my body was not feeling well...
but i have to go school...
because need to settle some important thing....
nw i am really really very tired....
not just my body....
my heart too...
i feel angry n sad...
u open ur mouth n blame me without investigate the problem.....
i wont explain to u what is the truth...
i explain to u 100times also useless...
u can do so...
so for u my explanation just is a lie...
so i wont explain...
i never said a word...
but u use such word attack me...
i wont feel scare of u...
i just will ignore u...
yes, i care, i feel tired n feel want to cry...
but before that i had told myself i don't want be a girl that always cry anymore...
crying just will make me become weak...
i don't want look weak...


other people misunderstand me or blame me....
if i really dint do then i wont care...
u can open ur mouth n tell 100 peoples that i am wrong...
i will ignore u...
i believe if i dint do then i no need scare...
n i know God will know whether i have do wrong or nt...
if i really wrong then i will admit n say sorry....
although i feel tired but i wont 'take a break'....
i wont gives up....