feeling....

just nw viewed joshin's blog...
i very understand her feeling....
because i also have such feeling....
everyday need to act happy go school n face other ppl....
very tired n suffer....
this few month,my friends always feel sad include me....
because of love n the bad guys....
friends,be happy,we sure can do it....
do u all knw everyday wear"mask"go school very suffer???
i want happy life....
bt y i still cannot forget u....
pls go away from my mind....
more far more good....
i hate Sally Choo BZ....
y she so love u??
i knw impossible i will hate u...
during exam also always think about u....
hard to concentrate....
bt just awhile...
after that every thing ok le....
how do i live without u....
is a song....
very nice bt nt suit for me....
because i can live without u...
u made me so confuse....
i dont understand why....
i want knw so many why....
can u just tell me....
may be for u no more important....
bt u dont knw very important for me....
i dint feel happy ....
because i dont knw all 'why'....
n i want knw about it....
my friend advise me better dont knw....
bt i still want to knw...
when i dont knw,i wll feel sad...
when i knw,i will feel more comfortable....
at least let me understand what is going on....
dont make me blur...
haiz....