not enough sleeping time...

from Saturday night until last night...
every night also 2am sleep...
just sleep for 4 hours.....
sometimes just 3 hours...
why i want to do so????
the reason is want to complete all the projects.....
add math project, NIE magazine, collage for school magazine......
tonight also will late sleep....
because not yet complete my project....
although i felt tired but was very happy oh.....
especially last night i received a good news from my friend...
actually is just a small things....
i dint misunderstand the meaning....
i also dint hope any thing....
i also dint think so much....
i just feel happy until now.....
that happiness hard to describe....
but just now a bit disappointed about some thing....
so many people ask me about that someone...
to all my friends, that someone is not my bf.....
he is just my friend....
may be he is a good guys...
he done so many things that made me felt touch....
but.....
if time can turn back,i still will do the same choice..
i still will choose the same thing....
because i know that decision wont make me regret....
forever wont regret...
but nw i just want concentrate study....
i don't want any relationship.....
one of the reason is i dint believe that special relationship will last long....
i don't want to get hurt again.....
and my heart not yet empty....
i can accept the truth....
but i dint forget u......
i will keep my feeling in my heart...
may be in future every things will be change....
but for now i wont change my decision....
i will concentrate study, keep my feeling in my heart.....
continue my happy life.....