complicated...

i passed my car test n get my license le....
is a good news...
happy?
yes,i just happy for few minutes....
because i realize something....
what is that?
that is a secret...
i also dint tell anyone...
i cant tell anyone....
also because i dint tell anyone so i m sad for few days....
first time have such feeling...
very special n complicated...
hard to describe....
haiz.....


my parent had made a decision for me....
but i was disappointed with the decision...
can i reject them...
they don't allow me to go KL study on January....
they said i must wait until April...
i really don't like this decision
but what can i do....
i have to follow what they said...
if not i really will loss the chance go to that college study....
ok,i wait....
mum want me go Singapore...
i knw what is she thinking about...
hope xuan can go....


nw i m very tired
just came back from 2 seminal
my heart also tired....
this few day when i was sad, i don't feel like to talk with anyone...
very stress...
SPM is just around the corner....
my preparation not yet well...
haiz...
very worry...
dreaming also dream about exam....
haiz....