no ending...

just now went to driving practical...
while waiting for go back home, i think a lot of things.....
until now i still thinking...
so now i m a bit down....
may be for those who are working think that is a small case...
i believe everyone also will face it in one day...
but i m still a kid...
i just starting exposed to such thing...
so is still 'fresh' n make me down...
so many peoples come to my life n good to me...
but just for temporary...
they have to leave me...
when close to them or have fun with them....
the happiness will come to the end n they left me...
especially this year, i always face such kind of thing...
i very not willing to separate with them
there are a lot of memories between us...
so i feel sad....
one of the example....
last Sunday is last time went to Erican language centre...
my SPM is around the corner so i have to stop...
n i wont go there anymore...
the moment when i left, i felt like to cry but i dint do so...
there are the friendship between us...
memories n happiness with teacher n friends...
i will miss them...
haiz...
next week n this month end also will have some peoples are good to me will leave me....
i have no choices...
they also same....
i hope the time stop for few minutes or past slowly....
is just a wish...
i always appreciate the moment when together with them....
my mind always remind me what u had told me before that...
always appreciate what u have....
if every thing wont come to the end or have happy ending....
i will be very happy....
separate with them make me feel that every thing is end...
no more contact with them....
yes,i can sms or online chat with them...
but that are some reasons stop me to do so...
one of the reason is some of them are older than me ....
some of them are really old, everyone also call them UNCLE...
uncle dint on9 n sms is not easy for them...
still have other reasons...
haiz....
no ending in my life is perfect...