sushi sushi....

nw i m very blur...
my feeling is very complicated n blur....
what is going with me....
i feel want to cry....
i knw my mood down because of the same reason with yesterday....
i still cant use to it....
is great has the opportunity to meet with them
but if dint meet them...
no need separate...
n i wont feel sad....
i knw i should feel lucky meet with them...
i also should appreciate...
bt knw i really cant cool down...
i need help...
just nw i want tell xuan about this...
i hope she can cheer me up
but just nw i saw her...
i dint have that feeling...
bt when i m alone...
i m very not ok....
haiz...

just nw evening went to sushi king with xuan,xuan's sister,hong n yu
just nw also went to sushi king with family
my tea time n dinner time also at there....
when c the sushi, feel hate oh...
so i just ate a bit.....
don't feel like to talk any more....